Author: P2PLeon

Now I Will Try!!!

Just so you know that I have Schizophrenia and find it hard to quit smoking. I am going to embark on Quitting now.

This is because no matter what I do I still go out of it when smoking. And I do not want to be doing this constantly.

I need everybody’s help in helping me to quit the deadly tobacco use that I do every day.

So from now on will only be Vaping.

 

 

 

 

I need to beat my 42 days set at the back end of 2016.

Week with Smoking Services

Since I started with the smoking clinic, I have been smoking since getting a puppy for nephew. He stays asleep most of the time and cannot clean up after it.

The reason why I have been smoking is that I did not find a good resolve to vape, and had to stay up all night with both my dog and nephews dog. Just that My dog was barking at the puppy all day and all night.

So my carbon monoxide levels increased. So this week I need to only smoke 10 cigarettes a day.

This is very much doable if I vape and smoke at the same time.

After the No Smoking Clinic

In my life, I have only been to 2 no smoking clinics, and the later was just Yesterday. I have been wanting to quit smoking for a long time, and I have asked questions in regards to the length that I can attend. They state that there is no end date so I could go for a year in weekly intervals. The last one I attended wanted me to do 1-week intervals for a month then fortnightly for 2 months. So If I started to smoke would have to do the course again. This time it is different as they want their patients to quit smoking. As many users are heavily dependant on cigarettes from having a mental illness.

 

So my starting date was today and I just cannot quit the first ciggy in the morning and I did miss it as I am missing the act of smoking.

 

 

That should about does it!!!

Since I started to vape and kept on smoking more than vaping, I developed a cough that just will not budge. This cough makes me cough profusely. And the only way to get past this is to try and to continue to vape. One should say that it is 95% safer than smoking, and I did do 42 days back in 2016 towards the backend. To memory I recall it being 5th October to 14th November.

So since I cough profusely and puke up and go out of it, I intend to vape.

 

This will be the start of something new and old to me, as each time I try to vape I go a few hours sometimes about 4 hours at a time, or longer. Then if I do a days worth will end up smoking again. And this will come to a end. I will surely go mad or crazy without having that fast nicotine fix. But surely I can do this. And I will.

 

So today starting at midnight last night I took an oath that stated that I will no longer smoke.

It’s Made me who I am today!

Just would like to say that since starting to smoke back in the 2000s and doing it full time. I did, however, get to the stage that I could smoke 2 full packets of cigs a day, but was only when in a mental institution. Now I am down to 10 a day with vaping for quite a few hours. I am wanting to get back to a time that when I was doing 42 days, I slipped up and had one, with only one smoked it lines the day for more to be smoked. And that is just how it ended the 42 days.

Since 9 AM this morning. I started to Vape and have been doing so ever since. It will be coming up to 12 hours in 2 hours 10 minutes time.

 

I still cough and go out of it but not as much as when I was smoking.

 

I will constantly will be vaping in the need to help save my health.