I have hardly been posting here or elsewhere for a while now. So, I need to get into gear and quit smoking. But alas, how can I do this if my heart is not in it?
I should have quit on the 2nd of April of this year, and it would have been one day and odd hours completed.
But since I knew that Mother just purchased a sleeve of cigarettes, I was dumbfounded into thinking I may have some. It only took one cigarette to get me hooked again.
But since it is a new day, I thought that I would try and quit again at 8 am. This would be ideal for me as all I have to do is stay on the vape until midnight and sleep the day through until 9 am, and then I would have done a day again.
For just over a week now I have been smoking less and less. As I am using Disposables. Take for instance the 19th of this month, I was starting day 1 of a nearly 3-day stretch, without smoking.
But now I have been doing a day here and there. Only to start again with Vaping.
The reason for this post is to help others who need help and support. Like I do Now.
My only hope is for each day that I do, I hope I can continue to Vape, and forget smoking as an afterthought.
So if you would like to know. My Quit date is the 31st of July 2023 at 3 AM in the early hours of the night.
If you are like me and a smoker, trying to vape to quit. Then you should know how I am feeling. I have struggled for many years to quit but had nearly quit back in 2016.
That was when I had done nearly 42 days without smoking and using a basic mod and tank back then.
THEY were the Innokin Coolfire IV and iSUB G tank. Natively running at 26 Watts.
But now since I have grown fond of Vaping, even when smoking. That I wish that I hadn’t picked up and lighted that CIGARETTE.
I now have mods with more power and have learned to coil and wick my own Tanks.
Yet Today I have only had 4 Cigarettes since getting up this morning at 11:30 AM, it is now
For ages, I have wanted to quit smoking and nearly succeeded back in 2016.
Only to pick up smoking once more.
I just wish that from 5th October 2016-14th November 2016. That I did not pick up and light that Cigarette.
Since then I have either Smoked a lot or Vaped for a few hours here and there, including a few days done.
But lately, I have been vaping for a good few hours before picking up a cigarette.
And since I have a New Purchase of the Dead Rabbit Solo RTA 25mm version. That I am giving it a good go and have only had 4 cigarettes since waking at 11;30 AM it is now 18:00 PM so nearly 6.5 hours and I would have had a full packet smoked at this time.
I am glad that I am turning to Vaping again, as I need to quit for my health and my WALLET.
I just wish that I wasn’t COUGHING.
If I could Quit Smoking, I would. But my heart and soul needs to be in it to have any chance of success.
As all of you know I am still smoking and I do find it hard to stop, even if I am vaping I tend to lean against smoking again, when I grow bored.
But for FINANCIAL reasons I must Vape, to save my health and money.
On Sunday I thought that since I was Vaping and going a good deal of length of time without smoking, that I thought that I would beat my smoking habit. But far from the truth I was since I was waiting for my mother to get back from a journey in Ottley.
Once she entered the door I asked her for a Cigarette. and she did not decline. She had left me with 5 Cigarettes before she went and I had smoked them before 12 PM on last Sunday.
So for over 6 hours I was Smoke-Free.
Since then I had been smoking.
But now since it is Wednesday the 22nd of June 2022 I will now be vaping from 4:30.
It has been some time since I last spoke, and this site has been down for some time now. I have just put it back up, as I feel that I should Document my Journey once more into the world of Vaping.
If you would like to know, I have continued to smoke since my last update and managed about 15 days’ worth of being abstinent from smoking since then.
But now I do not have any money to spend on cigarettes and I only hope that today’s attempt at Vaping will spurge me on. My last puff of a cigarette was at 12 PM and I have not had one since then.