Category: Attempts

I have just had my last puff of a cigarette and I will only Vape now. It comes a time that I must follow what I pursue.

 

That pursue is to not to smoke.

As many know I am suffering from coughing in either smoking or vaping. But with me smoking it is escalating into none stop bouts of coughing. That is why I need to quit smoking.

So as of 5 PM today I will only vape and try to stay clear from smoking, If I can do this I will be fine with vaping. As it is in the early days that I crave cigarettes.

 

Today I have been to the doctors to see why I am going out off it when I cough. She seen me Cough and now knows I am not putting it on.

I will be going to see a specialist about this, but this might be in 2 weeks time, as I will be waiting for a letter or a phone call from the hospital.

I need to quit Smoking as my health is not too good at the moment. And the only way I can get my nicotine is to vape.

But I find it hard to not to smoke in the mornings, as I instantly reach out for them once I go downstairs. I need to sit down for each cigarette that I want to smoke.

At the time of writing this I will only vape from now on and will have my last ciggy before 4:30 pm.

Since 16:30 Today I have ceased to smoke.

As I have given mother my packet.

 

Just had the Last puff of my very Last Cigarette. This was at 4:00 PM (16 Hundred Hours).

Going to be using my Nic Salt juice, and try and do MTL all day and night.

 

Need to get along with the new delivery of Nicotine.

Just a heads up as I could only manage a few hours, I have continued to smoke and only have one left in my packet.

Will be commencing VAPING in the near future, to be precise. At 14:30 PM today.

Just a reminder that I am still currently smoking and would love to quit by December 25th of the year 2019.

 

If not then by new years day 2020.

I am struggling to do a day in the vape, I need to do this as my health is impacting my daily activities.

 

Firstly, the most I smoked was 40 a day,  then 30. Now it is down to below 10’s.

 

 

Since I started to vape and kept on smoking more than vaping, I developed a cough that just will not budge. This cough makes me cough profusely. And the only way to get past this is to try and to continue to vape. One should say that it is 95% safer than smoking, and I did do 42 days back in 2016 towards the backend. To memory I recall it being 5th October to 14th November.

So since I cough profusely and puke up and go out of it, I intend to vape.

 

This will be the start of something new and old to me, as each time I try to vape I go a few hours sometimes about 4 hours at a time, or longer. Then if I do a days worth will end up smoking again. And this will come to a end. I will surely go mad or crazy without having that fast nicotine fix. But surely I can do this. And I will.

 

So today starting at midnight last night I took an oath that stated that I will no longer smoke.

Just would like to say that since starting to smoke back in the 2000s and doing it full time. I did, however, get to the stage that I could smoke 2 full packets of cigs a day, but was only when in a mental institution. Now I am down to 10 a day with vaping for quite a few hours. I am wanting to get back to a time that when I was doing 42 days, I slipped up and had one, with only one smoked it lines the day for more to be smoked. And that is just how it ended the 42 days.

Since 9 AM this morning. I started to Vape and have been doing so ever since. It will be coming up to 12 hours in 2 hours 10 minutes time.

 

I still cough and go out of it but not as much as when I was smoking.

 

I will constantly will be vaping in the need to help save my health.