Try and Try yet again

Since I thought I may be able to break my duck and only vape, I was wrong, as no matter how long I go without smoking, I feel I am always destined to smoke. But I know for sure that that is not the case. As the longest I had abstained for was 42 days straight without thinking about smoking, but it was only that I could not taste my juice, that I had relapsed into smoking. Due to me still having some left from last time. But that was years ago and about to be 10 years in October….

I have been trying to quit smoking for over 10 years. But since I only do a day or two since April of last year. I find that I am vaping more than smoking since then.

I will say this though, I just wish I never return to smoking in any shape or form. Just to vape and vape more when the cravings come.