Try and Try yet again

Since I thought I may be able to break my duck and only vape, I was wrong, as no matter how long I go without smoking, I feel I am always destined to smoke. But I know for sure that that is not the case. As the longest I had abstained for was 42 days straight without thinking about smoking, but it was only that I could not taste my juice, that I had relapsed into smoking. Due to me still having some left from last time. But that was years ago and about to be 10 years in October….

I have been trying to quit smoking for over 10 years. But since I only do a day or two since April of last year. I find that I am vaping more than smoking since then.

I will say this though, I just wish I never return to smoking in any shape or form. Just to vape and vape more when the cravings come.

Whenever I try, I will always try.

Over the past few days, I have been trying to get along with 6mg juices in the Luxe X Pro. But to no avail. I couldn’t hack it, as I was constantly coughing. So I tried to use 0mg juice, only to find it smoother, and I hardly coughed as much.

Then, as I still had nicotine in the freezer, and there was about 2.5 litres worth of 72mg/ml left, I tried to get rid of it by asking if anyone wanted it. Then, since nobody wanted it, I was forced to throw it out and never look back. I also threw out my Nicotine bags (snus).

I also threw out my stash of liquids, all 6mg and about half of 24mg.

Moral of this story is to not to panic buy.

Just Fallen

Every-time I inhale Smoke, I cough. Sometimes I cough Up Phlegm. And with that Some Brown Tar that is in the mucus.

But Today I forced My Self to bring up some phlegm. And I went out of it from standing over the kitchen sink. And went walk backwards whilst trying to get my breath. Then fell over backwards.

So had my Last Ever Cigarette. At 8:00 PM

SO NOW MY QUIT DATE IS 9TH MARCH 2021 @ 8:00 PM………….

I WILL NOW ONLY VAPE FROM THIS DATE FORWARD.