Why am I stupid sometimes.

For the best part of a few months, I have been abstinent from smoking for the majority of the months that I had been Vaping.

But for some apparent reason, I still fall foul of smoking just for the necessity of smoking to get a quick fix of nicotine.

I have also racked up many weeks without smoking, but once I have one, I have another and another, and it becomes endless, with just having one becoming a complete packet and more.

I want to state that I will no longer go back to smoking shortly.

I also had some trouble with the next-door neighbour, who smashed two panes of glass on Tuesday, June 10th, at around 7:30 pm.

During this time, I had done 5 weeks, but I had one on Saturday and smoked until Monday Morning.

But this week I started to smoke on Tuesday and did until Sunday Morning.

So, My New Date for quitting is July 6, 2025, at 00:00:00.

I’m now classed as a none Smoker.

Since quitting on the 1st of april, I thought I could quit and still have one now and then. But I was wrong so then my next plan was the 14th.

i had then made 6 weeks. And only needed to get over Sunday to beat my best abstinence from smoking

I then had one cig and then proceeded to smoke a further 40 on the 25th of may.

so I would have been into my ninth week but instead I am into my third week yet again.

Story cut short……

If you feel a craving just vape.

Soon to be?

During the coming months I will be Vaping Indefinitely, as I need to have Nicotine in my system.

The reason being is that no matter how many cigs I have, I find myself passing out more often, and frequently. Ok I still do this on the vape, but it is in no way worser than smoking, and only pass out when starting from scratch.

I will beat this addiction to smoking, with me trying again to Quit.

Since my last post, I had lasted nearly 5 days without smoking. But, had smoked over a week.

Now I am about to go into my 4th day in about 4 hours time.

I have already done 2 days and 20 hours and 25 minutes so far.

But what I am lacking is my will power for starters, I will need to keep myself busy doing some stuff, without the need to clock watch.

I will start now. But I did Quit again as of the 14th of January 2024 @ 00:00:00 Midnight.