Author: P2PLeon

I will beat this addiction to smoking, with me trying again to Quit.

Since my last post, I had lasted nearly 5 days without smoking. But, had smoked over a week.

Now I am about to go into my 4th day in about 4 hours time.

I have already done 2 days and 20 hours and 25 minutes so far.

But what I am lacking is my will power for starters, I will need to keep myself busy doing some stuff, without the need to clock watch.

I will start now. But I did Quit again as of the 14th of January 2024 @ 00:00:00 Midnight.

New Year, New Conditioning.

For the coming year I have vowed to myself not to smoke anymore and to just Vape. This is because Cigarettes are getting too damn expensive. And for not being able to enjoy it, I would rather have something that is either less harmless and enjoyable, compared to something that be hazardous to my health.

Although I say all this, I must first get over a weeks worth of Vaping to be regarded as a Ex-Smoker.

I think I may be able to Quit Smoking Now!!

For over a week now I have had about 6 days since Tuesday 12th of November, done. This is because I am using Rechargable Disposables. And am able to quit with Nicotine. Since when I was using Freebase for my own concoxtions.

I had done about nearly 5 days since the 12th and now since the 21st, at 1:40 AM.

Hoping to beat my 42 day done since towards the end of 2016.

Untitled, or should it be?

Due to me having no willpower at all, and it is nearing my birthday, I thought about posting this to try and get me to quit smoking, even if my heart is not in it. But alas, I should try tonight as tomorrow will be the 6th of September, and my birthday will be one month away on Sunday.

I will make my case known to the world. If you are finding it hard to quit smoking, never quit quitting. The more attempts you have at it, the more chance you will abstain from smoking for some duration of time, and the likelihood of this is that you will not have smoked in a while.

But if you have cut down your consumption, then this is good, as you will be less likely to start smoking again to the amount that you did. When you are certain that the vapouriser is working for you more and prefer sweet flavours over burning tobacco, you may have a better chance of reducing the amount you smoke.

I know I can do this, but what am I waiting for?

I have hardly been posting here or elsewhere for a while now. So, I need to get into gear and quit smoking. But alas, how can I do this if my heart is not in it?

I should have quit on the 2nd of April of this year, and it would have been one day and odd hours completed.

But since I knew that Mother just purchased a sleeve of cigarettes, I was dumbfounded into thinking I may have some. It only took one cigarette to get me hooked again.

But since it is a new day, I thought that I would try and quit again at 8 am. This would be ideal for me as all I have to do is stay on the vape until midnight and sleep the day through until 9 am, and then I would have done a day again.

I know it is doable but what are your thoughts.

Whenever I try, I will always try.

Over the past few days, I have been trying to get along with 6mg juices in the Luxe X Pro. But to no avail. I couldn’t hack it, as I was constantly coughing. So I tried to use 0mg juice, only to find it smoother, and I hardly coughed as much.

Then, as I still had nicotine in the freezer, and there was about 2.5 litres worth of 72mg/ml left, I tried to get rid of it by asking if anyone wanted it. Then, since nobody wanted it, I was forced to throw it out and never look back. I also threw out my Nicotine bags (snus).

I also threw out my stash of liquids, all 6mg and about half of 24mg.

Moral of this story is to not to panic buy.

I find that I have neither found a thing to satisfy me.

From the first day I started to smoke, I became increasingly addicted to smoking. But for some time now, I have felt the need to quit smoking, and I nearly did this seven years ago. But since I took a puff of a cigarette, I thought I could still go without if I had only had one. But boy, was I mistaken.

For these seven years, I have just continued to smoke or made some effort into vaping. I have had a few hours to a few days done here and there.

But if I continue to smoke, I know that it will have an adverse effect on me in the future. Meaning I will see to have had a smoking-related disease. And I do not want to go down that road. I know that since my very first cigarette, it did something terrible to my lungs. Yet sometimes, when I inhale smoke, I feel a burning sensation at the back of my throat. And I do not like this.

I will eventually quit. But this has to be in my own time.